Every bit of the snow that fell two days ago has now evaporated back into the sky. So, it appears, was the lift in my general mood. As I was mucking out the barn this morning, I had dark thoughts: a return to soggy, stinky mud here, there, and everywhere. I would not let even the blue skies I could see from the barn windows cheer me up.
Then, as I made my way to the compost pile with buckets of muck, I caught sight of Bowie, deep into her morning nap. She looked perfectly content with what the day had given her: a warm breakfast, a good run around the pasture’s perimeter to check for its safety, a fair amount of affection. Who knows what the rest of the day would bring…at the moment, who cared?!
Further along, I could see that the sheep had re-discovered a patch of the pasture they could spend the day grazing over and resting. They seemed nonplussed about having to trade their winter “office” – a rocky ledge at the highest point of the pasture.
I, alone, was the Grinch who had come to steal the farm’s good cheer.
Thinking about this led me to (eventually) remember this poem, which is from this gem of a collection I clearly need to spend time re-reading:
Prescription for the Disillusioned by Rebecca del Rio
Come new to this day.Remove the rigid overcoat of experience,the notion of knowing,
the beliefs that cloud your vision.